This year I decided to stop drinking coffee, my only source of caffeine. Anyone who knows me will recognize this as a radical step. I’ve been drinking coffee since age 10, and I’d developed quite an obsession for the perfect cup.
In the past, I’ve experimented with quitting a few times by simply going cold turkey. Each time, the physical withdrawal, basically headaches, was over within 10 days, but after a month or two I would become convinced that coffee was good for my concentration and start drinking it again.
coffee making. JPGMy reason to quit this time was the growing suspicion that coffee was causing mood swings and crashes that are bad for my overall sense of well-being. For this experiment I decided to stop very gradually. I thought that if I allowed the psychological withdrawal to occur gradually alongside the physiological, I would be able to observe my ‘coffee-desire’ without acting on it, and learn the skill I would need to avoid relapsing in future.
I made the same amount of coffee each day, using a vac-pot. Although I didn’t measure caffeine content, I did control many factors including grind, age of beans, water temperature and water/coffee contact time. From this controlled pot of coffee, I used measuring cups to discard an additional 20ml per week. I used notebook software to keep some records of my progress and I started with a 3 cup pot in mid-April ’09. Towards the end of July I wrote “I am increasingly wanting to abandon this project altogether”, but I continued and on 8th August I was down to a half shot glass per day, and decided I was done.
Over the past few days (starting around 12th Oct), I noticed myself increasingly thinking “I am having trouble concentrating and coffee might help”. These thoughts came to a crescendo on Wednesday. This time, I was armed with data.
As part of a separate experiment, I have been keeping track of the amount of time I spend working on projects. I work in 25 minute intervals which I time with a coffee timer, and I mark an X in a paper journal for each interval that I successfully complete. If I get distracted, I don’t mark the X, and if I can’t concentrate, I abandon it and don’t mark an X rather than sitting out the timer. I’ve been doing this since the end of June, so I tabulated the data and created a graph* of my hours of concentration per day, and overlaid a bar showing when I drank my last coffee.
concentration-vs-coffee-chart.pngCausality is a complex issue. Obviously this is an n=1 experiment and I am intentionally doing other things that may well be improving my concentration, but one thing is very clear; the amount of time I spend concentrating has not deteriorated since I quit coffee, so I can easily reject the hypothesis “I need coffee to help me concentrate.”
I see this as a success for self-quantification. Whether or not it provides a general insight into the effects of caffeine, it validates the utility of self-tracking for making individualized personal decisions.
I will be doing more experiments.
咖啡錯(cuò)覺(jué)
離開(kāi)咖啡的生活會(huì)更好嗎?離開(kāi)咖啡的生活會(huì)更糟嗎?不如親身嘗試、日日記錄,讓數(shù)據(jù)給你一個(gè)客觀的解答。
今年我決定戒掉咖啡——我唯一的咖啡因來(lái)源。任何了解我的人都知道這得下多大決心,因?yàn)槲覐?0歲起就開(kāi)始喝了,而且對(duì)那完美的一杯還很癡迷。
過(guò)去我也戒過(guò)幾次,都是直接斷掉。每次身體上的反應(yīng)——主要是頭疼——10天內(nèi)就消失了,但心理上,通常一兩個(gè)月后我就會(huì)告訴自己咖啡可以集中精力,于是又喝起來(lái)。
這次戒掉的原因是我越來(lái)越懷疑咖啡會(huì)引起情緒波動(dòng)和崩潰,對(duì)整體的幸福感并不好。而且這次我準(zhǔn)備一點(diǎn)點(diǎn)戒,想看看如果讓心理和身體一起逐漸適應(yīng),是不是我就可以只觀察自己的“咖啡渴望”而不被它操縱,還能避免將來(lái)再犯。
每天我都用虹吸壺煮同樣多的咖啡。雖然沒(méi)測(cè)量咖啡因含量,但我確實(shí)控制了很多關(guān)鍵因素如研磨、咖啡豆的年份、水溫及煮的時(shí)間。從這壺多少有數(shù)的咖啡里,每周我再用量杯倒掉20毫升(不知道是不是“每天”,可能是作者筆誤?!g者注)我用記事本軟件(notebook)來(lái)記錄自己的進(jìn)步,09年4月中旬開(kāi)始,喝3杯,到了7月末我寫(xiě)道:“越來(lái)越覺(jué)得該放棄掉”,但我堅(jiān)持下來(lái)了,到了8月8號(hào),我減到了半小杯,這時(shí)我覺(jué)得自己成功了。
過(guò)去幾天里(大概從10月12號(hào)起),我發(fā)覺(jué)自己又不斷跟自己說(shuō),“我不能集中精力,咖啡可能有用。”這種想法在周三那天最強(qiáng)烈。但這次,我有數(shù)據(jù)做武裝了!
作為一項(xiàng)獨(dú)立實(shí)驗(yàn)的一部分,我一直在記錄自己花在項(xiàng)目上的時(shí)間。我用一個(gè)咖啡定時(shí)器把時(shí)間劃分成25分鐘一段,如果這一段我能集中精力,我就在一個(gè)紙質(zhì)的日記本上劃一個(gè)X。如果走神了就不劃。另外如果不能集中精力,我就直接放棄這段,不劃X,而不是挨到這段時(shí)間結(jié)束。從6月末我就開(kāi)始這么做了,于是我把數(shù)據(jù)收集起來(lái),做了一幅關(guān)于我每天能集中精力時(shí)間的圖,并用一條線標(biāo)出了戒掉咖啡的日期。
得出因果關(guān)系并不容易。顯然,這是一項(xiàng)n=1的實(shí)驗(yàn),并且我也會(huì)刻意做些其他事,而它們可能恰會(huì)改善我的精力集中狀況。但有件事很清楚:戒掉咖啡后我每天集中精力的時(shí)間并沒(méi)有減少,這讓我可以很容易地對(duì)“我需要咖啡來(lái)集中精力”的錯(cuò)覺(jué)說(shuō)不。
我把這看作是一次自我量化的勝利。不管對(duì)咖啡因作用的認(rèn)識(shí)是否客觀,這證明了自我追蹤對(duì)做個(gè)人決定的效用。
我會(huì)繼續(xù)更多的實(shí)驗(yàn)。